official RETARDO314 post 69

on that note, i had a sex dream about a friend and i woke up and felt EXTREMLY weird! so here:

also, all the seritonin in my body has been eaten up by hops and barley and fermented potato products. my decision making skills are at an all time low and i'll be a year older in 3 days. hurray! im so done with this.
so... i gotta go


lov ya (or whatever),
roses

its been awhile sense we discussed our plans for the future

i know that we are compfortable with each other and we have this little "life" and everything and...well it just seems that everything is SO great but i gotta tell you. im bord. i love you, i always have, i always will. but i just cant take this for much more. im young, i have a life to live. i need to get out and explore. im not ready for this, ok?!
and you! you need to live a little too! you've been stuck here in this domestic thing we've made for our selves too. lets do something with out selves, without eachother.
so i guess what im saying is that we need our space. or rather i know that i need my space.
so...im leaving. right now.
im sorry. dont worry though, im sure everything will be alright.
ok, well i gotta go now.
dont do anything crazy, ok? and remember, ill always love you.