official RETARDO314 post 69

on that note, i had a sex dream about a friend and i woke up and felt EXTREMLY weird! so here:

also, all the seritonin in my body has been eaten up by hops and barley and fermented potato products. my decision making skills are at an all time low and i'll be a year older in 3 days. hurray! im so done with this.
so... i gotta go


lov ya (or whatever),
roses

how does it feel

forget me forgetting me

how does it feel to have a dead hug from someone

once so alive

how does it feel to have the waves of my hurt

feelings slap you in your face

how does it feel to look at me now

what do you see anyway

anything!?

the feeolling is one of...

used to be loving

but you revived it, you

hurt it out of me.

i am incapeable of harboring such a feeling for you

anymore. what is it called?_________________