i havnt felt like writing much theses last few years...

the state of my concentration and health has gone down a considerable amount since i introduced red bull into my life again. the energy drink mixed with alcohol gives me the amazing ability to stay drunk AND function at the same time. DANGEROUS. i think ill have to quit.

here's something:



i love you. i hate you. i need you. i want you. to go away.



im not sure if i love you anymore. i dont really know if i feel anything.

ah, fuck it.
I LOVE YOUTOO.