i like to think that im in control of things, like my moods my actions the things i do ect... but, fuck, these days i dont know.
I AM FUCKING SAD. real fucking sad.
and i dont know what to do about it.
i hate my job.
i dont really like my life.
i think i may like someone alot but i dont know if they like me in return... jesus god, im 25 fucking years old. what am i doing?
i cant cry about this nothing shit forever.
WHAT DO I DO?!
who am i asking?
why am i doing this?