how i lost all respect for myself

i went to chicago.
end of story.
i have no love,
rose

and here it is

im over it.
im sorry.
i love you still/again.
rose

when life is so great it takes almost nothing to make it seem really crappy

i must find a way to chicago. i must do it now.
fuck everything that isnt exactly what i want it to be.
i have successfully spoiled myself into brathood.
should i be upset? i am, but not at my self. at everyone else.
dont worry. ill just apologize later.
get over it rose.
ok
bye.
ps
i dont love you anymore.
i know that already.

dawn and don are the fucking same, ok!

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why i havnt been blogging lately

cause ive been drunk. very very drunk. now i am bruised and shaky. i feel like an awesome retard. thank god for the summer.



i love you too.

i have a bacterial infection on my fucking eye skin.

AND THIS IS ALL I CAN THINK OF


See the curtains hangin' in the window
In the evening on a Friday night
A little light-a-shinin' through the window
Lets me know everything's all right

Summer breeze makes me feel fine
Blowin' through the jasmine in my mind
Summer breeze makes me feel fine
Blowin' though the jasmine in my mind

See the paper layin' on the sidewalk
A little music from the house next door
So I walk on up to the doorstep
Through the screen and across the floor

Summer breeze makes me feel fine
Blowin' through the jasmine in my mind
Summer breeze makes me feel fine
Blowin' through the jasmine in my mind

Sweet days of summer -- the jasmine's in bloom
July is dressed up and playing her tune
And I come home from a hard day’s work
And you're waitin' there
Not a care in the world

See the smile awaitin' in the kitchen
Through cookin' and the plates for two
Feel the arms that reach out to hold me
In the evening when the day is through

Summer breeze makes me feel fine
Blowing through the jasmine in my mind
Summer breeze makes me feel fine
Blowing through the jasmine in my mind