when life is so great it takes almost nothing to make it seem really crappy

i must find a way to chicago. i must do it now.
fuck everything that isnt exactly what i want it to be.
i have successfully spoiled myself into brathood.
should i be upset? i am, but not at my self. at everyone else.
dont worry. ill just apologize later.
get over it rose.
ok
bye.
ps
i dont love you anymore.
i know that already.